Chapter 2 +5Bonus > Menu The soft rustle of paper caught Logan' attention. He looked up, his dark eyes locking onto mine. I didn't need a mirror to know how grim my expression was.
"You look pale," he said, frowning slightly. "Are you feeling unwell?" Without answering, I walked over to his desk, my fingers tightening around the marriage license application in my hand. Swallowing the bitterness in my throat, I finally spoke. "If you don't want to marry me, I can tell your mom myself." His frown deepened. He knew I'd overheard everything.
My voice cracked as I continued, "I never thought I'd end up being a burden to you, Logan-" "Elaine," he cut in, his tone calm but firm. "To everyone else, we're already like a married couple." I froze. Was that why? Because it looked right to everyone else? I wanted him to marrybecause he loved me, not because it was convenient.
Logan capped the pen in his hand with a quiet click, his gaze dropping to the crumpled application form I was holding. "We'll register next Wednesday," he said, the words flat, emotionless.
It was what I thought I wanted to hear. But instead of relief, I felt a heavy ache deep in my chest.
I shook my head slightly, my voice barely above a whisper. "You don't have to force yourself. I'm not scharity case." "Elaine Hart." His voice turned sharp.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtI flinched and looked up, meeting his impatient gaze.
He held out his hand. "Give it to me." 09.09 0.47% I didn't move. The air between us grew tense, heavy.
*458crus =Meri After a few seconds, he sighed, stood, and crossed the short distance between us. His tall frtowered overas he exhaled softly, his frustration tempered with a strange gentleness. “I was joking with Caleb," he said, his voice quieter now. "Did you really take it seriously?" Was it really just a joke? "You know how men are," he added, his tone almost dismissive. "Prideful. Stupid." He reached out, his hand sliding down my arm until it found mine. His grip was firm yet strangely comforting. Slowly, he pried the document from my grasp. "Don't let something like this get to you," he said, his voice steady, almost coaxing.
With that, he turned away and tucked the application form into a desk drawer. Then, grabbing his coat, he added, "I need to step out for a bit." He'd been doing that a lot lately-leaving without explanation, staying out longer each time.
Before he could pass me, I spoke, my voice cutting through the silence. "Logan." He stopped.
"Do you like me?" I asked, my words trembling slightly but firm enough to demand an answer.
He turned slowly, his dark eyes studying me. For a moment, I thought he might actually answer. Then, a faint smile tugged at the corner of his lips, softening his features. A dimple appeared on his left cheek.
Logan looked good when he smiled-too good. I still remembered the first tI saw that smile, ten years ago. I had just arrived at the Mercer estate, a scared girl of fourteen, and he had ruffled my hair and called"kid." That smile had felt like sunlight breaking through the clouds, warming a part ofI didn't even know existed.
09:09 0.56% < Chapter 2 Even now, that ssmile still had the power to undo me.
+5Bonus > Menu He reached out, his large hand resting lightly on my head, his fingers ruffling my hair in the scasual, familiar way.
"Of course I like you," he said, his voice soft. "Why else would I go across the city to get you roasted pears when you're sick? Or buy you your favorite roses every birthday? Or watch meteor showers with you, even though I hate staying up late?" He paused, his hand sliding from my head to my cheek, his thumb brushing lightly against my skin. "And why else," he added, "would I want to marry you?" His words should've comforted me. They should've been enough.
But they weren't.
I stared at him, unwilling to let it go this time. "Do you likeromantically?" His hand froze mid-motion. The smile faded from his face.
For a moment, I thought I saw something flicker in his eyes-hesitation, uncertainty-but it vanished as quickly as it appeared.
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His hand dropped to his side, and he let out a soft chuckle, as if I'd asked something foolish. "Don't overthink sh. things," he said fightly. "Con, let's go hafter work. You like fish, right? I'll have someone send over sfresh salmon and cook it for you tonight." Then he turned and walked out, leavingstanding there in the quiet, his words hanging in the air like smoke.
He'd dodged the question. Again.
The faint scent of his hand cream lingered in the space between us, and pace the warmth of his touch still burned E on my cheek. But my heart felt cold.
Logan treatedwell. He pampered me. He cared for me. But his hisom allike affection felt. familial. Like that of an older brother looking after a younger sister. 09:09 0.67% #+5Bonus > Menu And yet, despite everything, I couldn't stop myself from loving him. I had loved him for ten years.
But what now? Should I marry him, knowing that we might spend the rest of our lives together as nothing more than companions, our intimacy stripped of passion and romance? Or should I let him go, even if it meant breaking my own heart, so he could find someone he truly loved?