Chapter 52 Ava: Its Personal
Why not tell him you need to buy ssensitive things you don't want him around for? Selene asks.
It isn't that | hadn't thought of that—but the electronics section is far from someplace that sells menstrual
products.
"What's wrong?" Rowan asks, and | realize with a start that I'm scowling in his direction.
Oops. "Nothing, I just—" I nibble on my thumbnail, trying my best to look a little distraught. "I need sthings,
but I didn't think you'd be followingthe entire time, so..."
Rowan smiles in relief, thinking he understands. "It's fine. You can get anything you want. Clayton can afford it.
He's obnoxiously loaded."
| was worried my acting was too much, but I guess it's not enough. | wrinkle my nose and shift from foot to foot.
After a moment, | start rubbing one arm, as if I'm beyond uncomfortable with my request.
| was never a very whiny teenager, but I'm trying to channel one anyway.
"Oh, no, it's not that it's expensive, but—you know. Personal."
"Personal... Oh. Oh." Rowan's furrowed brow clears as he looksover. "It's fine. | have younger sisters."
| stare at Rowan in exasperation, giving up my shy act as | settle my hands on my hips.
This guy really has no clue.
"Well, | don't have any brothers who followaround when I'm buying stuff for my period," | say, channeling my
inner tic teenager, instead. We all have one. Somewhere. Right?
It's embarrassing, but | have a goal.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtRowan clears his throat. "Oh, | see. That would be..." His words trail off, and he looks conflicted.
We stand there for a few moments, locked in an uncomfortable silence. | raise an eyebrow, challenging him to
just lethave this bit of privacy, holding strong to that young adolescent defiance as Selene hums her
approval in my head. He holds my gaze for a beat before letting out a resigned sigh.
| fight from letting triumph show on my face as he looks to the ceiling, mouthing something I can't quite catch.
Reaching into his back pocket, Rowan pulls out a sleek black wallet and thumbs through it. He peels off a few
bills and hands them to me. "Here, get what you need. I'll wait by the entrance. Letknow if you need more.
I'm here to help."
| take the cash, relief flooding through me. "Thanks." | feel guilty using a man's money when | have no interest in
sticking around the way he wants, but—well, desperate times.
He nods once, already turning to leave. "Just don't go far. And be quick about it."
As Rowan walks away, | catch the faint sound of his mutterings. Something about the store being well-guarded,
so it should be okay. | shake my head, tucking the money into my pocket. At least he's finally givingsome
space.
With one last glance over my shoulder to make sure he's really leavingalone, | head toward the personal
products section to make it all believable.
I quickly grab a few tampons and pads, trying not to linger too long on any one brand or box. It's not like | really
need them right now, but the act sells the story. | toss in a couple of shirts from the clearance rack, too—might
as well make this little detour worthwhile.
With my basket in hand, | make my way back toward the electronics section, keeping an eye out for Rowan. The
coast is clear, so | beeline for the phone accessories. Burner phones are easy enough to find, and | grab one
along with a prepaid card to activate it later.
My heart is pounding as | make my purchase, the cashier givinga friendly smile that I return with a tight-
lipped one of my own. | have to resist the urge to look over my shoulder, worried that Rowan might reappear at
any moment.
Once the transaction is complete, | hurry off to the bathroom, clutching the bag close to my body. The restroom
is blessedly empty, and | duck into the largest stall, locking it behind me.
Selene hums her approval in my mind.
Ripping open the packaging for the burner phone and stuffing the plastic and cardboard into the trash makes me
feel a little like a shoplifter, even though | already bought the things. I slip the phone itself into my pocket, along
with the prepaid card.
Are you ready? Selene asks.
| take a deep breath, steadying myself. "As ready as I'll ever be."
He's waiting by the entrance, just as he said he would be, and | offer him a small wave as | approach. "All set," |
announce, keeping my voice light.
Rowan nods, falling into step besideas we exit the store. "We should get groceries next, if you're missing
anything you like or need. Clayton wasn't sure what to stock your fridge with."
| think back to the copious amounts of fruits, vegetables, meat, and assorted juices. There's bread for
sandwiches, and mayo. "It's fine. | can cook with what's already there."
"Are you sure? It isn't a problem."
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏm"Completely fine, | promise." It's enough to makefeel terrible for thinking of the apartment as a gilded cage
Clayton's keepingin.
When | really think about it... has he done anything terrible?
| can tell he thinks ofas a mate, or mate material. After the week we shared, that's probably reasonable. But
he hasn't pushedtoo far. He hasn't expected any followup activities. Aside from keepingin the area—
which is reasonable as an alpha—everything's been my suspicion that keepsguarded against him...
Hmm, Selene says in my mind.
What do you think? | ask quietly.
| have mixed feelings, the sas you.
Not super helpful.
It is good to get the phone, though.
Yeah, | agree. Maybe it's overboard to think they're tracking me, but I'm not going to risk anyone in Cedarwood
because of my personal issues.
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