The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

Chapter 194 194 Baby mama ... Im sure if Nathan had toldhe was an alien, a vampire, or even swizard and had magically produced a wand and was waving it at me, it wouldnt have been as shocking as what he was askingto do..

I stared at him, with my mouth hanging open in disbelief.

The words hed just spoken suspended between us like bad breath.

Youre askingto do WHAT? I demanded, my voice rising with the sheer ridiculousness.

He sighed heavily, running a hand through his hair.

We would do anything to be with each other right? Isnt that what this is all about? I want to be with you and Im trying to suggest ....

To suggest? I repeated staring at him.

What exactly do you takefor, Nathan? Skind of baby making machine? Is that all I am you? Do you think the solution to all our problems is forto get pregnant? I dont even know who I am anymore, Nathan.

My identity is in a mess, its jumbled ... Lyla, just listen ... NO ! I thundered po my index finger at him.

You listen ! One minute, my mother the woman whom Ive called mother all my life was rejectingtellingthat I destroyed her family and her hand I was a child born out of wedlock.

The next, another group of deranged men or Alphas or whatever it is tellingthat I am a murderer and youre here askingto get pregnant? Are you okay? Stop being sentimental for once in your life, Lyla .

Youre an adult ... And so, I get an automatic pass into swallowing down surprises like this? Realizing that everybody aroundhas lied and has been lying toall my life.

Do you think this is the way Ive envisioned my future? To be stopped from getting married on my supposed wedding day? Lyla, YOURE NOT LISTENING... Nathan growled.

His eyes were flashing with irritation and anger.

Oh, Im listening, perfectly well! I cut him off, I was shouting now.

What I cant understand you is why youre dragging an innocent child into this mess.

Have you completely lost it? He took in a deep breath, waving his hand placatingly at me.

If youd just letexplain, he sighed.

There was desperation and exhaustion on his face.

If theres a baby- our baby before the coronation, I can reject Clarissa.

I can marry you instead.

No one will question it and we can be together .

Its the perfect solution ... For a moment, the room becquiet except for the rapid beat of my pounding heart in my cars.

and then Nathans filled with agitation.

Then, I doubled as laughter bubbled up my throat.

It was loud and bitter echoing off the walls of the room.

I laughed until tears gathered in the corners of my eyes but there was no atom of humor in the sound.

Nathan just stood there staring atin exasperation.

10:20 104 Baby mama Perfect solution? I repeatedly mockingly.

So, I just pop out a child and boom, all our problems disappear.

His tightened with frustration.

Its not like that, Lyla, I am not trying to use the baby as a means to an end but I love you that much and this is the only way to fix everything.

This is the only way we can be together, please my love.

To fix your problems, I spat.

You wantto take responsibility for your decisions and carry it on my shoulders because I want to be your mate? Your Luna? And for what? To be your loophole? I wont repeat Nannys mistakes, Nathan .

I refuse to becjust another Alphas baby mama.

He flinched but continued.

This isnt just about me! Its about us.

About protecting what we have.

What do we have, Nathan? I snapped, I agree youve been a good friend, you even stayed in the dungeon for four years forand I am eternally grateful for this.

But have you thought about all the people that might be hurt if we make that decision? How about you put yourself first, Lyla ? Everyone does that and has been doing it.

Youre not a messiah? Clarissa is my sister ! I yelled.

We might not see eye to eye on a lot of things but I know pretty well that this would mean so much to her.

Besides, your dad doesnt like me, no one is in support of our joining.

Ive had enough in my life already, Im too old to start being in another one.

For Moons sake, Lyla ! he cried with anguish.

Why cant you see reason? Clarissa is a beautiful .

woman, Im sure a lot of men would die to have her.

I am trying to protect what we have.

This is the only way ... I shook my head.

No, Nathan .

This isnt right.

This isnt about us and this is not the only way.

This is about you.

Youre slowly morphing into Ramsey and you dont even see it.

His brows clouded with annoyance.

No, Im not ! Yes, you are.

Youve turned into the very thing you once swore youd never become.

I am not property to be owned.

Youre treatinglike a pawn in your grand Alpha game.

If you cant havethen no one else should.

I wont stand for it.

He quietened for a few seconds before he cto me, reaching for my hand.

Lyla, dont do this.

Im trying to protect you, to give us a chance.

Please my darling Protect me? I scoffed as tears burned in my eyes.

By trapping me? By reducingto nothing more than the mother of your child 2 People will rememberas the woman who trapped her sisters mate with a baby. I can kill all the Ferals in the world for all they care but thats the only thing I would be known for.

We can tell the back story.

We were meant to be together at first ... NO ONE GIVES A DAMN ABOUT A DAMN AB BACKSTORIES yelled, louder than I En.

intended. I am not a desperate woman, willing to trap a man with a baby.

I will not becanother Nanny.

I deserve better.

I deserve respect and its about tyou all started respectingfor who om I am not 16:26 213 X94 Baby mama ...what you wantto be ! Nathan You opened his mouth to argue, but I raised my hand to stop him. Whatever we had, its over.

Im done.

With trembling fingers, I pulled off my engagement ring.

The diamond caught the light one last time.

I tried handing it to him but he wont take it.

So, I walked towards him and shoved the ring into the breast pocket of his ceremonial attire for the wedding.